littlest lil girl

2007-09-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

hi friends,
as i've mentioned,
moved.
. so please update the links yeap.
thanks!

2007-09-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

hello world! im BACKKK!

haha. its been a rather splendid three days away from singapore.
whats even better, the weather was in our favour! no rain bothered us.
good food [somehow, not the expensive stuff], good two nights [bonding sessions] and good test of my endurance for thrills. remember the last time i said i was hardly someone for roller coasters? well, this time i did the cork screw, the flying coaster, rock climbing, the only thing im stil missing out on is the space shot, which was a little too much for me to take, after all the other rides, so mentally draining! somehow. ohwells.
hope to take it if i get there again some time. haha.
[pictures in pam's or charlene's or charmaine's blogs]

anyway, headed FS on friday afternoon, signed the contract, finally.
gonna get back again this fri for the uniform.
you know what, somehow i feel so far away, from the world, like a fading face from this place. and, i stil cant feel the reality of the internship coming up, and the fact that im leaving here for three months.
met my dad's friend today, who casually asks when im leaving, and my mom responded,"next month." i didnt even realise, its september already.
we barely have another one half weeks before the SIP. and look where i am, still here living as my days go by, not knowing if im even ignoring, or pretending to ignore, the fact of osip coming up soon.

man, i cant tune my mind right now.

2007-08-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

hello hello,
been some time since i dictated my life. lol.
my blog keeps me company when im bored.
but it gets quite monotonous i guess?

the 21st this month flew by so quick, its 25th already!
lol. good days gone and good days coming, cant wait.
genting in a couple of days, pray for all the safety!

haha imma at coffee bean now, feeding off the free wireless service. Pouts. I like my phone at times like these! :) trying to mug isn't quite useful, its not HARD enough right. Hehe. Cant wait for the post-exams. But before that, look at the pile of destination notes i so TOTALLY dun understand. Sobs! Time to pack soon on monday evening! Waiting waiting, cant wait no more!

prata supper was pretty good last night too, bomb wasn't quite bomb, but i liked the milo dinosaur!

btw i've secret fetish for cars like chevrolet, cos thats just what bumblebee is! My secret guardian ah! Lol. Okay slap me, its the exam stress. :)

should be back to TRY and study. Or i'l just head home soon la. Seeya!

2007-08-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

im in the mood of searching for things that look good.

tell me, how does that water get so blue?

and honestly HONESTLY tell me, thats a sunset to die for.

its the destination of a lifetime, its gonna be the best.
i pray.

i hope i'd get to go to this place twice in my lifetime.

2007-08-12T11:26:00.000+08:00

hello hello! heee.

havent been online for some time, been lazy.
first up, picture from last week! haha.

charlene has her ticketing book open while we were at the amadeus lab.
she was studying for the test, with the screen showing the menu for clarity's cafe.
hehe.
foood there was gooooooood! okay, i was super hungry too. :)

so that was last wednesday already.
b jaren and i headed padang on thursday [national day].
it was SUN SUN hot SUN and FIVE MINUTES of waving umbrellas and thats that.
so jaren left and disappeared into the CROWD quite quickly, he went to some room with his friends at ritz. so b and i walked to esplanade in hope to get a good spot for the fireworks. obviously by the time we reached, it was 8plus already, due to all the time jostling and elbowing and pushing from the crowd.
STILL, we got the very good spot at the bridge! the indian crowd where we were, was very friendly! they helped us with squeezing and making space for us. hehe.

friday was stoning. i went to school, tampines, bedok, home.
nth much.

saturday is CYA! but morning was like, -_-"' [i could've done with more sleep]
so did my parents. parents and i headed tp in the morning, cabbed there some more.
wasted. haha. no comments for the morning. =/

now, sunday.

cya again somewhere in the week. no treeeee to work with.
ticketing test on FRIDAY. far away, good and bad. =)
saturday night out.

very bored now. so byebye.

2007-08-07T10:09:00.000+08:00

things have gone smoothly and we'll see you on september twelfth.

ohthankgod!
so i took an MC for yesterday's tutorial, i better rmb to submit it later.
supposed to be on my way to school so we could do BE together, but the boy fell SICK.
ohman. YOU BETTER GET BETTER OKAY! [do two 'better's in a sentence make it a bad one?] oh i dont even know.
anyway, the reflections need to be done by tmrw, yay ONE DAY EXTENSION.
on the bright side, at least i could have national day in peace, without thinking, "I STILL NEED TO REFLECT"
okay, after the interview ytd, walked around town for a bit.
bought me a new formal shirt, its totally white. =]
i want to get tHe bag from nine west, pouts. i need a bling tree.
and i bought a highlighter from popular, ITS YELLOW, guess why. =]
im so bored, i need to get down to doing the last reflection. please please please.

later.

2007-08-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

hehe, im watching tv and being naughty online now.. lol.
stayed home today,TRIED to do some business enterprise.
haha. reality of SIP/OSIP is getting closer. ohmanohman.
=)=)=) BUT,interview on monday's up first!
home the entire day, so cooked myself my meals. HEE.
i dislike outside food. i think im sooo gonna miss my kitchen in maldives.
had fish burger for lunch, and [very spicy] green curry for dinner.
but spicy was SHIOK. lol.
genting finalised too! cant wait to go, after exams.
ohman, i keep thinking about last year, with the super heavy rain, fog and ICE CREAM in the cold. oh that was LOVE!
okay, now's now. i miss miss bumble beeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
its gonna be more misses later in the year!
so that's that.

OHOHOH, and boy bought me harry potter and the deathly hallows.
but i had to collect it from singpost at paya lebar! the postman walked away from my house door too quickly. haha.

i dunno what to expect, but i promise i'l try my best in all i do.

thats lunch =)

2007-07-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

wheee! finally have some time to have some really really good sleep/rest.
OHMAN, im kinda glad its over, hee.
someone's comments about some things caught me, but really, haha.
laugh it off, girl. =)
left with the dest ppt, which is kinda like when i wake up tmrw. OOOOH.
and finally the bizent reflection submission, which SHOULD BE going. OHMAN.

much much much thanks to CHARLENE and ALVER for being great groupmates!
the projects are ALMOST over. =)

anyway, i had like 12 hours of sleep the night before, and last night too.
it was soooooooooo fruitful. lol.
there were no dreams to interrupt me. hahahahah.

boy had tuition in the morning so we met late afternoon to go get DONUTS!
and where else could be better? donut factory's caught me already.
no colours, imagine them youself aiiite? haha.

and boy says im LITTLE MISS GREEDY, what a thing!
im not, he is much much more greedy than i am. AGRRED? =)

plans for genting/cameron, hope its goood!
c'mon!

2007-07-26T16:04:00.000+08:00

*if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling, i would sing to you and tell you i wont live my life without you.

hello hello!
its one one helluva week!
super busy, sleepless nights, and parents in china. (meaning nothing to eat at home, haha) but its good, at least i know i can live on my own. lol.
OB ppt down, BE ppt down, DEST ppt next week.
DEST submission tmrw [dun stress me, im stil working on tying up many loose ends]
and one last BE reflection submission the following week.
OHMAN, how fast 3.1 is flying.
i hope i can do well this sem, you know, i really hope. lets all pray.
think im gonna have another round of interviews next week at fourseasons too.
pray its gonna be fun working there, cant wait actually. [somehow] =)
look at Boy's blog, ohman, so many scary unglam pictures. OHMYOHMYOHMY.
im sorry vivi, i think i havent replied your msg!
and soon going to be busy somebody, junie.
and already missing in action [& my life], chermaine.
exam timetable's already out too!!! ohman, so cool, 2 papers.
gotta mug hard aye. whoots!
tennis is finally giving me a good break, its been pol-ites mon, wed, fri.
and trainings tue and thurs.
cya on saturdays.
not to forget last week there was swimming inter-con and ndp rehearsal.
so glad, i got it over, i stil have some stamina!
but its quite mentally draining and physically tiring.
AT LEAST, i had somewhat a good sleep last night, for theres no school today, and i picked my parents up at midnight.
no school is one, but i gotta prepare the DEST for SUBMISSION!

so see y'all. =)

SEEYA! =)=)

`if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling, i would hold your hand and look in your eyes, and you'l know, i'l never let you go*//

2007-07-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

"wait for me, wait for me"

online for awhile to look through OB.
these few weeks, twenty four hours a day definitely aint enough.
going crazy, and super busy, lots of things on the schedule.
some things [just a few], are done.
by next week, i should be having time for myself.i think.

tennis a couple of days, swimming inter-con today, saddening 5th and 6th placings.
haha, but not too bad for not having been swimming in YEARS.
ohman.
khatib early tmrw morning wit B, jaren, sheryl. IAN PANGSEH AH.
its happy twenty one today.
not much, cos i headed for the swim the entire aftnn.
then cya in the evening, now home.

i got scared by puny lil rats walking alone in the night too.
POUTS

mom&dad's in chinkyland.

ok im tired. bye.

`i'll be coming home, love*//

2007-07-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

your love is like a river, peaceful and deep
your soul is like a secret that i never could keep

OH MAN, haha its been BUSY BUSY and more BUSY.
but im lovin' it!
project deadlines in less than a week, we're in some MAD RUSH to complete it.
i hope everyone COOPERATES, oh man.
got my new placement confirmed already, but i guess i should call them up soon or sth.
haha.

im uber bored, so: [ripped this off vivian's page]
THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1.candice
2.candy
3.friend

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
1.candice's birthday, -BOWS-
2.august
3.february

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES
1. woke up
2. washed up
3. checked for driving test date

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BOOKS
1. Dessert cookbooks
2. other cookbooks
3. harry potter, maybe

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
1. superboy
2. EAT
3. slack and sleep and dream

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AS OF NOW
1. till the end
2. stay the same
3. amazed

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. smile
2. spiky hair? haha
3.

THREE PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST
1. vivian
2. yvonne
3. raymond!!

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
1. that jamie book
2. time
3. lotsa luck

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. tennis
2. tv, slack and sleeping at the same time
3. hangin' out ;)

THREE PLACES YOU WANNA GO FOR HOLIDAY
1. france, italy
2. australia
3. HAWAII

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE CARTOON CHARACTERS
1. winnie the pooh, haha
2. spongebob's kinda cute
3. clifford the big red dog, LOL

THREE GIRLS'/BOYS' NAMES
1. charlie, heee.
2. caitlyn
3. zara

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO
1. marina
2. the cathay/ps
3. taka

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE FASTFOODS
1. mos man, mos!
2. ljs
3. a&w? they all disappeared, =(

THREE SCHOOLS YOU'VE ATTENDED
1. IJ Kellock
2. Crescent
3. Tourism Academy @ Sentosa

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS
1. Green/apple/lemon tea
2. black forest, coffee bean
3. milo dinosaur, YUMM

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
1. Wallet,bling
2. the mobile
3. house keys

THREE PERFUMES/COLOGNES
1. CK, Euphoria women
2. versace, Baby Rose Jeans
3. CK, Crave Cologne

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS
1. orange
2. white
3. red

THREE EVENTS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. after T.
2. I.
3. A.

when i look into your eyes i know that its true
god must have spent a little more time on you

2007-06-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

we'll always be*//

wheee, been a couple of days.
been so busy busy, but home earlier today, doing everything i want.
i love walking down the aisle in supermarkets, its destressing!
haha, and i ought to be doing some useful work.
i should go soon, because there's much to be done.
and lesser and lesser time to do so.
i know of the commitments, and i'l do my time good for all. =)

boy and i got a couple hours out for ura.
the original meeting time at 9, turned into 10.
and we happened to be on the same bus, which we only found out while alighting.
and guess what, from being on opposite ends last night to identical frequency in the morning.
we were both wearing the exact same thing.
lovely day. busy time coming up, STILL.

2007-06-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

i'll be there for you, these five words i swear to you.

boy&i are twenty two,
he came over and we made a cake or two!
haha we did okay! i shall post the picture when i decide to grab my cable and upload it. they're pretty at our standards, and thats more than enough.
they dont need to be perfect! =)
and we slacked a bit, before the long-awaited-finally-after-one-year-plus-dinner at fish&co.
haha, the food quality went down a lil, but its stil yummy.
HAHA.
we took a lil walk down and sat around somewhere, and just watch the world go by, with the new lil bong! lol, new friend for towers and mango. hehe.
okay, lame.
hmmm anyway it was a nice day, and i loved it.
i hope he loved it too, the tired bunny.

interview tmrw, wish me luck. [again.]

for now, gonna see my dream maker.

2007-06-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

okie dokie havent blogged for weeks!

important things that took place this month:
1. overseas call while at great grandma's birthday dinner
2. awesome news for osip
3. driving lessons, tmrw's the 4th lesson
4. boy went to bkk, and i went for camp
5. looking forward to thursday

okay, my life seems so mundane and boring. for the past few weeks, thats all thats important. now i feel so small.
but anyway, im a very happy girl. i hope to keep up some good behaviour, because i want my internship very very much. i will do my projects well, and study hard, and play hard. went for some camp that got me really really tanned, but it'l fade soon enough. plans for genting this weekend in the backyard, cos theres SO MUCH work to do. gotta really start on all that. i hope to be done with driving asap, but its stil a long way to go. i missed my boy many.

this week's gonna be goooooooooooood. =)

2007-06-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

that night was much love!

and today was even better, <3.

2007-05-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

youre still my favourite one, with lotsa sprinkles, sweetness and love.

oooh, havent been here in a bit. really long time.
parents outta town, home alone, and 19 tomorrow. haha.
had the phone interview on wednesday, totally got me nervous. sue would know. my goodness, i didnt like the waiting. but it was good after all, i guess. and i really hope, with all the luck i can muster, that i can make it eventually.
there were two things i talked about previously. one has been done, the other on the way. i just sincerely hope all this pull through. it may give us some hiccups, but i guess, we'l still get over it together.
i really dun wanna head china, so im giving this my best. stressed like a grape turned raisin. well at least last night was really hanging out loose without work, with the yummy friends at the cannery. eleven of us, wit the darling S finally! haha. and the lovable. and the yummy. ok, point taken right? but it was good, after the long wait and the postponing of my lesson number one.
right now, its still =)

lovin' it.

over and over, we'l still be this way.

2007-05-18T11:38:00.000+08:00

`i never knew i still see everything this way, it makes my tickle with love.*//

hello hello friends!
the last post was a randomly random one.
so, the osip interview is like the stepping stone to making things look so real, it really scares me that split second. and suddenly i feel like im the one on a losing streak, im afraid i'l get the cut, here and there. its just the feeling i get, and i cant help it. of course i'l do my best, of course i'd work hard the next few weeks.
i want it, them.

living away for 5months is a deal to anticipate, but really, could i?

i dunno. i really have no idea what to expect at this point in time, but really, its a matter of waiting. and i honestly believe that i should let things come whichever way they would, i stil think its all written. the only thing i can control is me, myself, i. i dont even know if the outcome's gonna be a good or bad thing, you know? but i guess, its just absolutely making the best out of it, hoping for the best, and doing my (our) best at making this come true for me and for us.

my mind is like --- (this) now, its either blank, or really messed up with some things that are obviously in the foreground now. one, internship. two, cca. three, keeping up with school, TOTALLY. (i dun even want to be near the last minute cut for osip, oh god help me.)

one part of my mind though, is =). because there's always you to support me through.

2007-05-16T10:48:00.000+08:00

hello hello!

its time for me to be in the comp lab and watch the world go by.
okay, i fell asleep on the way to school today. random fact about me for today.
lalala im stil waiting for the big boy to reach, hehe.
and ive interview tmrw, how scary.
i dunno what to hope for sometimes, but i hope its really for the best.
right now, i keep thinking about the future of things i just commit to.
they are two things i like, and perhaps just want.
but its stil about seeing how it goes. =)

and i hope the pretty boy gets his interview soon too
what love

2007-04-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

hellohello!
haha i figured i havent updated in a long time, and i decided to do it again.
after having rotted away in front of this computer for a long time,
looking over friendster and some sites,
while im supposed to look over useful sites about certain countries i need to do writeups on.
and i never really bothered about certain tour destinations around this place we live in, especially since i asked my dad about some place like Male, exactly a week ago.
ive found out where it is, and i wanna go there.
i wanna be there.

well, its been a week since school's started, and the work's all coming in.
gonna be some busy busy again.
i hope to have some off school activities and i wanna.
everything needs work and time, and i wanna do them.
and do them i will. =)

at least my holidays were fab, since i holidayed taipei&hk, and KL too.
its definitely my favourite.

righto, so i gotta head off now, to do them research and the writeups.
and gonna do five other documents before the week is up!

gotta head off, <3s!

2007-03-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

[i decided to edit this post, done last night.]

hello hello!

im back from the windy islands of spring!
haha, been rush rush rush and shopping every single day.
not forgetting, food and food and eat and eat.
and the seafood everyday.
my goodness.
it was a fruitful trip, but 3.5 days a country definitely aint enough.
i need more trips there AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN.
btt in two days, and i hope i can obtain a perfect score.
I HOPE. =)

anyways, ive been thinking for a few days.
that perhaps i have already wasted much of my time.
and i want to do some things.
and this year, i will.
i dont wanna walk around again in future, and say, 'these are my regrets'
its something i dont want anymore.

its gonna seem as if my one week vacation was some inspirational trip to some mountains and rural life.
but somethings, some people have given me a reality check.
and i see, this is what i want, and what i will do.
i dont say this with a stubborn mind, but i have wasted far too much time.
and this however many months left, i will do the things.
that at the end of it, i know, at least ive done them.
at least, ive no regrets this time round.

and thats what i want.

respect.

i miss many many,
and im getting down to things, like finally.
even if the holidays [the one month] left is going to tire me out.
i know, im going to love it.
tmrw is a special day for me, and its going to make a lot of difference in whatever im doing now, and whatever i have now.
you just need to understand how it may be.
i miss raymond, damn. and maybe uncle jeffery too.
how i could sit in his van, and he'd tell me how i should start choosing my way to go after the o's.
how he would tell me about his life, where he'd gone wrong.
how he would tell me not to make the same mistakes.
sighs.
its all been, so yesterday.
and yet, such memories =)
why did it have to call an end.

such regrets and memories, yvonne would know too.
but at least now, she has found a new home for these memories.
happy for this girl.

i can never get over how within 5 seconds in june 2005, i turned from uber happy, to cold and demoralised.

of course, it must have happened for a reason.
i hope its a good one =)

2007-03-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

Happy love! :)
im doing my first post wit my lovely 65! Its my newest baby at 348bucks,hehe. :) along wit its twin 838pro belonging to the SuperBoy. Haha.
ohwells, love it, a lot.
Time for taiwan/hk this thurs, BUT first, time for 17th this wed! At the bird park,wit birds and my favourite waterfall.

at some place nw, with the wireless, i just LIKE. :) I need a picnic soon,and i dunno if i'll be able to do the paint for my rm by this hols! Ohwells.
phantom for me in april, hope its good, even wit lonely individual seats. Hehe.

okay. Heading off soon, so Ciao! :)

2007-03-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

imma lazy bum, slacking away at home, with the teevee on,
and its a boring afternoon, i wanna head food fair soon.
so sorry vivi! cant make it for a movie, will definitely call you out soon, i promise.
meal with phy and junie, day for affair, haha.
picnic and birdpark wit B. <3
i'l try to squeeze in things, for work is coming down on me soon.
perhaps after im back from hk? and HOPEFULLY i dun have no supp papers. [omg]
uber bored, nobody's home hehe.
new phone new phone.
roar.

oh did i mention, momma bought me macaroni ytd.
they're animal shaped, of course there're giraffes!
wheee.

daddy's back tonight!
cya later!

damn, now its so late, i should made something to eat or sth just now.
ohwells.

what to do what to do,
results out soon, scratches tummy.
lol.
my dress hasnt arrived in the mail! imma sad girl!
email-ing the sender isnt helping! POUTS.
i got cheated of thirtyonebucksandseventycents.

bye.

2007-03-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

good evening many.
weeks have passed, exams over.
supper to celebrate after the papers was awesomely good.
work was terribly unbearable, its time to find somewhere else.
i hope the next job location would be attention grabbing and somewhere less frustrating.
went over today, work next week, damnit im leaving on thursday.
im gonna be slacking behind. how unfortunate.
i hope it isnt a bad impression. [how?]
sighs.
on the other hand, im getting a new phone!
when daddy's home, HEE.
new nokia for me, cant wait cant wait cant wait.
=)

2007-02-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

wheee, short short one before i wanna eat or sth.
and today has to be a study day? pouts
cant wait till this week is over, with the special tuesday, lalala.
haha, had alotta fun yesterday, tiring day!
wheee, headed boy's aunt's for renri. haha.
the celebrations arent over okay! :P
friday, saturday, sunday stil!
yummy i love that atmosphere.
but now, exams exams, yet to finish trying to remember all the things.
coursework for me this sem hasnt been quite good,
BUT, i should have just expected it right. ohwells =(
left wit the exams to pull them up somewhere i hope.
lalala, im so not in the mood for notes! omg,
what procrastination.

i love to wake up in the morning looking at the pretty sky with puffy white clouds.
i love to be somewhere where there're so many people.
i love the fun and atmosphere, and how i can just disappear and get lost in it.
i love how time passes so fast sometimes, but sometimes i regret the time has gone.
i love to know if youre doing fine, but things cant go back in time, neither can i.
i love the boy, a cup full, future too.
i love how my room looks now, and how i realise maybe i am my own princess!
lol, ima lil cranky, sorry.

AND, sometimes you need courage to ask questions to some people, to at least get an answer for yourself. but sometimes, the fear dominates the courage, im sorry i can say it as easy as it sounds, but i myself, cant bring myself to ask some people some things some times.
it takes a lot of courag, actually.
much as i wanted to know, i cant bring myself to even try talking to some one.
and there, as it is, ive lost.

2007-02-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

hello hello!

hahah,missing missing in action. lol.

been busy, school school projects, and now study week..
haha, but its been great! nevertheless. =)
valentines' last week was love, olio is like the new hideout. haha.
its exactly a week later, its twentytwentyone. lalalas.
if there was a kid born on some day in some month, he'l be like one and a half years old.
haha. YUM =)
anyway, headed boy's aunt's place ytd, which was fun, with the total cny atmosphere.
haha, again soon on sat?
lalalas.
i cant wait for the studying to be done, and the exams to be over.
cos then its the yasumi, and heading for a short short holiday somewhere.
missing somebody and bringing mr brown.
wellswells, this semester has been tough, even though i think i was rather slack the whole time.
its been so hectic, and never-ending, the two months holiday has been justified.
look at how much has been done. Erh:

lodging and fm project + presentation
fm individual assignment + peer sharing
fm quiz
opera test
2 oh-so-cute mice projects + interviews
mice peer sharing
mice test
fbo project + presentation
crase project, quarter reports + annual report
accounting test + accounting mid sem
service execution + report
service prof test
3 service learning log + final portfolio
jap listening test + theory test
jap presentation and role play
jap individual presentation

ogay, i hope i didnt miss anything out. LOL.
its not impossible. Not forgetting weekly tutorials too! =)
wells, that leaves with 5 exams papers to go, and the semester shall be done.
tough tough one, but great to have people for company all the time =)

gonna have to do lotsa studying, so i could leave some hours off next tuesday!
the VERY SPECIAL DAY, hatachi someone!
haha.

ciao people, study hard coursemates! =)
study hard, babe.

wells, happy cny to all! <3

2007-01-30T10:11:00.000+08:00

whahahah, tis the first post imma making wit the laptop. since god knows when. classes starting at 4 for me today, crashing a tutorial. life is moving fast, i need a ferrari to catch up. weiming wants to cut his hair short short, it scares me.
and i love chocolate, it makes me happy. have you all seen the crazy things ive done last night.
in the middle of a school term, the exams coming right up, ive wasted my time.
i prefer to be alone, here, where i do everything i want. like walk out in the middle of nowhere, in the quiet, so i just think. okay, please ignore me. there's always so much thinking to do, it doesnt really get anywhere. and ive a dilemma. thank you people please help me think.

2007-01-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

yay!

hmmm, shihui and i are in the library now,
and we're bored. okay maybe just i am.
cos she's busy reading a book.

most projects are done, left wit just a little more.

an extra oomph will get the year done with so fast. YUMM.

cant wait for the yasumi! heeee. shumastu all free. haha.

i want picnics and movie marathons.

such love.

jap listening was pretty alright just now i guess, hope my GPA wont go down to much.
-crossing fingers and praying hard-
i really dun wanna retake anything at all.
SAD.

okie, byebye!

i miss many many!

i saw pamm on wednesday! LOL.

okay bye.

2007-01-20T11:39:00.000+08:00

hello hello! =)=)=)

whahahahah, most submission ALMOST done.
only projects left are CRASE and OPERA.
omgomgomg, yesterday i had the best sleep so far!
skipped jap lecture [which only TWO people attended].
and got my share of snore! =P
got jap results back, a B?
haha. didnt do well for FM test. =/
but quite satisfied wit accounts test! =)
okay la, its not that good, but improvement from my first test at 23.5 okay!
lalalala,
execution was pretty much fine. highest sales.
a bit o ups and downs then, but haha! success!
what else.. hmmm fm project was -_-
i forgot a lot of things. sighs.
but ANYWAY! its a bit better now, but gotta start doing all my tutorials,
cos i havent done them since a LONG TIME. lol.
ohya, mr chng thinks im fat. im just the same weight as serene okay!
ugh.
hahahahah, cya later! YUMM.
21st tmrw! YUMMYUMM.
exams are like just there. haiz.
the moment we just slack a little? is the same moment the exams are already in our grasp.
but, hold on hold on! we'll all get it through.

oh i made a new friend ytd, from jap class.
like yes, im dumb.
14 weeks into school, and we just made friends. -_-
heeeheeee.

i love schooling in sentosa quite alot.
i mean, how many people get to study here.
and we enjoy discounts on food, on attractions, free sentosa express, free bus.
exceptionally friendly bus drivers, and attraction staff, and hawkers at seah im.
i really dun wanna go back to tampines.
even though its more people, more friends.
i love sentosa, its so homely, so cosy, everyone knows everyone.
although there are some displeasure or unhappiness between individuals.
htm stil is a big family together.
i like to be loved.
once it rains, uncle chye keat, the bus driver will offer his umbrella.
he makes sure we eat, and not skip meals.
he talks to us, and teach us, guide us.
do you ever meet a bus driver who does that?
how can i not miss sentosa?
its a fun way of coming to school, when youre late and you cab in.
the cabbies usually ask, "going to work ah?"
and youre like, "no, going to school"
cabbies will be like "HUH?"

and there're the memories of a good bunch of friends ending school early.
and we all go for free cinemania together.
although its closed already, im sure its kept in all of us.
you know?
or we all go for subway at imbiah tgt,
and all end up complaining we smell like subway subs.
or when we used to go to burger king at ferry terminal, which has alr closed.
how about culinary and service.
we had to go to school at 7am, and altho it may not be all fun.
we've had the laughters as well.
and chef joyce, chef low, chef ng, chef phua, sorry i dun really know chef fan.
and mr neo, mr lee and mr tai?
or lunching at koufu, and the fishball mee uncle is uber nice,
and gives you more food?
my my, its almost a year since we've been there.
and what?

nostalgia.

damn. ive a terribly bad weakness.
and one more, on the people i can never forget.

2007-01-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

its a brand new year!!!

haha. been doing projects and projects. service one down. spent two nights on it.
totally smashed now. service today.
was tiring! haha. hope the service sequence for all of us improve.
yumm.

anyway. on some hand.
it takes a htm student to understand another.
the so-damn-many "MINI" projects arent so mini after all.
look at the one giant fm/lod, one "mini" mice, the service team one, the fbo one.
these all had to be in 2.2 term 1.
all that has been submitted.
we're barely able to enjoy the holidays.
cos during then there "mini" mice project 2 due this monday, service to complete,
jap ppt, jap test to study for.
and look at the gonna be upcoming CRASE project for fbo, and OPERA project for lod,
not forgetting we still have the fm inidividual assignment on hand.
service proficiency test next week is sth to worry abt, also mice interview(interrogation)
and than theres fm test, fm submission, and service execution all in the same week.
look at the dum dum chinese new year.
right smack in the beginning of study week.
when are the REAL holidays coming?
you see, this is suchha the school life i have.
it wasnt so slack no nothing like year one.
where projects can be done within a couple of days.
sighs. tell me how much time do i have for sleep.
how much additional time do i scream for just to go out.
it just cant really happen, however much i want it too.
i told you how much it takes to understand that.
so, will you please? help me just by understanding these.
thankyou.

2006-12-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello!
haha 2006's to an end in hours! haha, okay 27 hours?

you see, such the eventful year flying by quickly.
of course, like i said, my life is that bed of roses.
its not always happy-go-lucky, its got bumps here and there too.
but you know, sometimes they're just, there.
and we cant do anything about it.
they make us stronger, as time goes by.
i cant rely on anyone but myself to live my own life.
this year has blessed me with lotsa happy moments.
and you know, youre always my favourite, EVER. <3
christmas is over *twinkles*
year is almost over *twinkles*
im the happiest girl for the charming boy.
lets step into 2007 and welcome all it has in store!

2006-12-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

lalalas, havent blogged in long!
so much to do, big time procrastinating. =(
gotta do the mice [which i dunno ANYTHING ABOUT]
and do the FM [which i cant wait to get my hands on]
sighs.

anyways, SIXTEEN to Boy&i. loves. =)
like a year ago, he was damn angry wit me!
and i rushed out to meet him after my dad's operation.
and look when it is again! heartsheartshearts <3
gonna log off after this post, and meet him!

and i know this song's so yesterday, but you know what.
i heard it this morning, and i stil love it! haha.

it's Shakespeare In LOVE!

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it

She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love


gotta take the shower and run! seeya'll!

2006-12-03T15:19:00.000+08:00

im SO not supposed to be doing this now.
but ohwells, give me a break from projects man.

the deadlines are approaching, which is kinda like this week.
but we have not submitted anything, and the brief and deadlines for a second set of projects are out.
im having a headache.

thank god its a team project and they other individual.

individual projects should be much smaller right?

im going crazy/bonkers/nuts compiling a 50page report, not including the introduction, summary, conclusion and the appendices! ive enough. POUTS.

crashcourseprojectsarebad.

guess what, project meeting later too!
haha.
presentation's tmrw, and on tues.
cant wait for them to be over.
yet, dreading for them to come. why?
cos the powerpoints and visuals arent up.
SIGHS

tell me, how?

haha.

2006-11-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

shall have a post before doing the work?
haha.

you know, sometimes i keep thinking of some things.
like, you know lar. haiyah.
haha.

and projects many many!
japjapjap first on the list =/
i know nuts abt ukiyo-e.
ohwells.

pretty days! <3
hearts to the Lovely Boy =)
yummy yummy foods for us! lalala.
thats all i tell you! :P

2006-11-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

you and i, collide.

my eyelids are itching, for some weird reason. haha.
got some mice stuff to do, and some jap ppt to prepare.
hahas. out for dinner tmrw!
i ah, happy girl!

uncle's shop on friday, major self obsession wit junie's new phone! haha.
weekend was good? i guess, i love thy prawn mee!
today was accounts test day, so =(
haha.
tmrw is happy day! YUMM.
and i like this picture!
see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. =)

2006-11-13T17:40:00.000+08:00

thats so yesterday already! lalala, so laugh it off and let it go.

hmmms, i bet boy is home and gonna conk out!
the naughty didnt go to school.
and i'l have a short post before home, the bloody comp aint working.

busy with projects these days.,
everyone's held up here and there.

im stil working on some stuff.. haha.

and lets take it as it comeS! =)

ilu`

2006-11-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

im not really in a good mood, so yeah. maybe better tmrw than.

you know, they say, fate brings people together.

and i believe so too.

i just wish misunderstandings werent how they were.

because what was told wasnt what it were.

i still think of what ifs and what could have been.

would we be given a second chance.

since long, till today, i never realised how much i really really missed.

2006-11-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

actually i did update leh! and the post is up for editing,
but i dunno, and have absolutely no idea why it appears leh.
so sad la!

anyways, haha school started already, for like two weeks.
and its boring as usual.. with the upcoming deadlines for projects.
for some reason or another, (they) decided to make smaller projects with smaller time frames.
and now the projects are all due in early dec. like week of 4th december.
its insane, and guess what. my group hasnt started on Anything, really. =(
sighs. im already starting on it anyway.
perhaps we could hit the library at tp tmrw?? hmmm, we'll see?

caught The OH in Ohio on wed too! haha, recommended, except for a very abrupt un-understandable ending. haha.

im so bored, looking through all three project scenarios.
negation on that joint project, cos if i screw one, both are damned. =(
thats like, so bad.
how on earth do i achieve my small academic aims in such a society. sighs.
everyones seems smart, im the baka.
LOL.

waiting for everyone to be done with their tutorials and perhaps head holland v??
sighs.

service is a rather interesting subject, its got all these procedures and SOPs that's followed.
and some, you just totally dun realise when you eat in a restaurant.
now you see the hardships of waiters and waitresses, especially in fine-dining restaurants!
haha. and its fun learning all the funny cutleries and untensils in F&B, like a HAWTHORN strainer? haha and a demitasse spoon? haha, and chermaine! your singapore sling came in a poco grande! haha, i just learnt that. pardon this abrupt enthusiasm.

another fascinating subject is learning japanese.
it makes it even harder that we already know some things and spell it as they are.
when you learn sth totally new, you feel like a baka.
haha, the teacher speaks to us like we're kindergarten students, i feel so bad, somehow.
ohwells.
gonna have to do elective next, how about ticketing and reservations.
already heard that its a tough subject, with high percentage (eighty percent failure rate) and i still selected it. well, do it then! haha. no other choice. hehe.

besides, i really wanna head to shanghai and suzhou next holidays for GC, seriously!
gotta get the form, and hope Boy&i get more luck than the previous one to Vietnam.
suchha waste we threw vietnam away for the sake of IMF, hope its a blessing in disguise after all! =)

all the best to junie and rudyanna and jeremy for the A's
and loadsa luck for vivian yvonne pam and sarina for O's.

=)

better stop here, or its getting a lil too long.
seeya all! =) take care.

2006-10-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in exactly a month!
i wanna do this one before heading to bed,
while hoping the 'rents are back while im at it.
haha.

its been like wheeee! haha.
haha like here there everywhere up down left right.
okay, youre so not getting it.

had a morning wit junie for breakie at tcc,
then later in the night for eski bar wit chermaine and mayvina.
which i would say was a pretty enriching day!

cant really remember much of anymore.
[chermaine wants to say she has a uniform problem.]
and chermaine is damn bored.
oaky, basically, school has restarted! and first week was rather boring.
not to mention ive got like prefectly interesting tutors [=/ yeah i do]
service and FBO are taking up some of my very little interest already, and thats good!

aiyah can i just edit again soon?

2006-09-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

i came online!
to blog and look at pictures.
home not too long ago.. pretty bus ride home! =)
love the Boy! <3 were at chinese garden the evening for the lanterns!
pretty thangs!

its the taj mahal! symbolic. lol.

and the great wall of china! with the dragon and phoenix. haha!

ciao!

2006-09-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

on the other hand.

LOVE THE BOY SO MUCH.
im going to see him sooon!
after like TEN DAYS. =(
not like we were miles apart.
perhaps like 2km.hahah.

and HAPPY THIRTEENTH! ilu` <3

2006-09-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday on the way home, i had lots on my mind that i wanted to blog out.
but i forgot!

hahah, and yesterday was SHERYL DARLING's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY 18TH DEAR GIRL.

hmmms.
anyways, i just read something.

pls just skip this post or sth, it got to my heart. sighs.

and i was thinking, back to the days in crescent.
the 3g3 everyone knew.
i thought to myself then, that this is what secondary school is about.
it was about my friends, my memories, my love for them.
and in the last year there, i had to tell myself, maybe it was a lie.
but in my third year, i made a great bunch of friends.
i loved them very much, and never wanted to be away from them.
they made me home and secure.
there were days, like running out to the canteen EVERY wednesday,
just for a good bowl of laksa at stall 3.
there were days, like staying back late and having lunch at the canteen, stall 7.
days where we studied at the temp. block, and shivered in the air conditioned rooms.
days where we were there, and every chinese lesson, we'll stay out of class.
days where we were late for classes together.
days where we were suspended together.
days where it rained so hard, angel would be running the field wit an umbrella.
and we stood under this "waterfall" from the next building.
it was just pure fun, y'know?
you meant alot to me, i didnt know what we couldnt see was so fragile.
it was so brittle. we never had it strong, it wasnt true.
perhaps i did wrong. till now, ive no idea what happened.
suddenly they were my best friends, suddenly there were gone.
i was never jealous, i was only disappointed that a best friend was last to know.
but thats fine. why has it led up to what it is today.
that i no longer know you at all.
that we've become total strangers.
i miss you.

sorry this post was supposed to be about the rain part.
but i got carried away.
i need my mind to be heard.

2006-09-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

`i cant keep my eyes off you, cos its you and me*//

that means: "my heart is yours"

i miss i miss i miss the Angel.
POUTS.

im super uber bored at home.
theres nth nth for me to do.
cant find anything online, or on tv.
and ive been sleeping less and less i dunno why.
working again tmrw. sighs.
HAHA. ohwells, imf's over sooooon.

and i havent mentioned, had some inter-constituency swim comp '06 ytd.
went down, and came home.
i shall get some up wit my stamina and do sth abt it next year, i promise.
i was really really reluctant to move my bum to toapayoh.
but on the bright side, i went, got some bling, and i saw desmond!!!
oh god, like its beeen SOO LONG.
nt that he reads this, but he recognises me!
chinese swimming club seems so yesterday, when i see him.
and when he mentions that he's left that club for TEN YEARS already.
damn, im old.

haha. some zara window shopping today.
and some pretty dress i saw.
Boy lets so shopping some day SOON!
please please.
imf is draining everyone out. SIGHS.

i want want hear the voices of the Angel.
lovelies.

THURSDAY THURSDAY!
yes? pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? misses.

2006-09-14T12:21:00.000+08:00

yay! changed the blogskin.
haha yet another boring day.
but to brighten things up!
will be going down to scarlet wit pammy later!
haha the i-dunno-who called me at 9 and asked me to go, so much so that i couldnt go back to sleep.
lols. so im online online, window shopping.
and yay guys! lets sign up for oct10 event! yumm.

where im working is screaming "OVERSTAFF"
and everyone's more or less disagree with their schedules.
what to do right, on the other hand. my 15-hour pay should be in this fri!
some lil bit for me to spend.
while recuperating with the giant ulcers in my mouth.
my brother says its cos im stressed that they appear, cos i grind my teeth at night.
do i?
gosh.

sighs.
gonna lunch, shower, and meet the pammy!
haha, scarlet scarlet scarlet.
Boy come join me! yumm.

cheerios!

2006-09-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

im so angry.
so so angry.
you know?

life's like it.

on the other hand!
i wanna get my hands on a personal project.
WHAHA.
tell me, whats your idea? if mine's a cottage? =)
miss you love! <3 so much!

2006-09-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

hi world.
how cliche. teehee.

the boy's at work, and im home.
off-ed work at one, hours slashed again.
sighs.
my holiday work shifts are so -_-
ohwells. gonna have to try scarlet aye?
lols.

big fat headache, eye paining.
ohwells. gotta like take a bath and sleep soon?
working nine five tmrw.
off for me on wed thurs sat and sun.
cool aye!
whahahahahahah.

oh and you know,
sometimes life's just like that, dun you get it?
not everything goes my way or yours and thats just how it is.
perhaps it is so that we move and grow stronger.
how mysterious and adventurous, life is. =)

loves! my angel.

2006-09-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

hello world.

havent blogged in some time.
exams were over long gone.

and crikey mate, steve irwin, rest in peace.

watch it. look at his family, look at his children.
this video makes me cry.

thats all. been working the past two days. boring.

i love my Boy truckloads.

2006-08-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be studying now, but (big) whoops!
hmmm, came online just to check out the applied research notes,
but why not.

you know how wonderful life is.
like its such bliss when theres just two people
and how they came to know each other becomes history so quickly.
just like the one special you that entered my path of life,
who i never want him to leave, much loved.

and sometimes out of the blue,
they're other people that entered and left.
and then in some ways, they suddenly come back?
its such wonder how technology really gets us connected once again.
just today, my primary2 classmate who i havent seen since then
pm-ed me on friendster, and we start sending the messages
the friendship just came back, in a flash.
its a wonder, aint it?
such life, such happiness.
rudyanna and i so have to meet her up soon!
(perhaps after tha A's.
most of my friends are in the A's! luck to them all!)
there's so much in the past ten years we've missed.
and indeed, it has been ten years.
how advanced phones have become,
that i just texted rudy, and we're suddenly back in contact.
what wonder.

i still keep it in me to think, how life would be different with you.
but you know, perhaps it was only when i lost you,
that i realised best friends and true friends hardly exist.
it is good friends, great friends that're all around us.
my heart thought of msging someone some night ago,
but it was dismissed. (ohwells)
i tell myself, the innocent friends we were some eight ten years ago,
are what are most important to me.
the rest that came later, turned history.

well, at least to me, the most important friend and soulmate is still the Chaplin.

2006-08-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

ThreeHundredandSixtyFive.

yummm. =)

iloveyou<3>

2006-08-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

hello!

im home, and bored, and dun feel like studying, at all =(
BAD. shall hit the books tonight, lil bit of marketing for me.
lalalas.
and i feel very very much like a dumb dumb, you'l know.
im stupid. UGH =/
hahah on the other hand!
imma happy girl, cos i slack so much, and the boy called last night.
yummm. and im dumb. HAHA. (like whats new)

aiyah got nth to blog about la.
bye.

2006-08-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

candice is going to BLOG!

hahah, like finally right.
past week been gone really really fast.
myBoy drove me for the first time on thursday!
from his place to TP, haha.
funfunnn.
okay, hmmm cya interview on thurs, dunno whether can make it man.
sounded bad to me =( pouts.
friday was EXECUTION day, imagine the lil bit of mess we had.
given that we had a one hour culi meeting on thurs.
mygoodness.
suddenly the mighty interest in culi.
ohwells our market lists were quite screwed up,
but well done in time, bananas were at least produced! =)
lol.
and friday P03 did GOOD!
pat on the back for all.
sales to 1600+.
Petite ourselves got the highest sales for the week! 687!
suddenly so funny hor.
but think we did well, great teamwork. =)

after culi, met theBoy and kk at hbf.
both of us trained to tbp, followed by me rushing home.
and meeting him back there. so i had no bag and no knifeset.
hahas.
caught 1700's CLICK.
omg, shihui was so right about it!
i actually let tears roll, my goodnesss, and he laughed! Pouts.
haha, good show.
walked a bit, bused to nearby, tangyuan! =)
and walked me home, how lovely.
came home, bathed.
slept 11-ish. till lunchtime today. whoops.
the boys are all out to briefing, haha.
sheryl just called me too!
lalas, its 363, YUMM.
ciao lovelies!

xoxoxo

2006-08-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

i havent blogged in eons!
but ohwells.

its daddy's birthday today! and joyce and cassandra and joelle.
i didnt forget okay! hahahha.
i love my daddy! =) he's older today! dinner tonight.

hmmms,
and i LOVE MY BOY! YUMYUMM =)
its 360th today! =)
-beams-
takecares!
dun think i'l get to see you tomorrow laaaa,
rarh, we go back tp on thursday okay?
LOVES! <3

2006-08-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

theres this hesitation within me.
you know.
they say hard work pays off.
i put in everything i had, i dedicated myself.
the outcome is pretty well done.
but look what lays beneath the surface.
yet, i dont know if being honest through it is a good thing after all.
it costs much.
it feels much.
am i doing the right thing?
or am i just making things worse, just like how i always do.
sighs.
would someone tell me?
its hard, its hard.
it keeps bothering me.
perhaps im harsh.
perhaps im not fit to have led them.
perhaps im the mistake huh.
sighs.
is it gonna be me to suffer this too.
is it gonna be me to take it all in too.
i dont know
its just.. so hard.

2006-07-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

fly me to the moon

let me play among the stars

let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars

in other words

hold my hand

in other words

darling kiss me

fill my heart with song

let me sing for ever more

you are all i worship

all i long for and adore

in other words

please be true

in other words

darling, i love you.*//

2006-07-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

=)

candice is the happy lil girl,
even though, the day was very long and absolutely tiring.
but its a perfect simple ending to such a beautiful day.
a day thats a gift from the gods above.

ilovemyBoy.very much.

2006-07-20T09:48:00.000+08:00

morning! BORING.
marketing class is so exciting im falling asleep and..
i wanna do crs =(
and theres marketing to complete
ohyay. all by tmrw.

last night,
it suddenly dawned on me how much he has aged.

YAWNS LA. byebye.

2006-07-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

hahah, damn the week passed like a fingersnap!
my goodness.
the projects are due THIS FRIDAY.
look at crs and marketing.
crs should be alright, but MARKETING HOW?
shit la..

okay, RELAX.

how can?!?
omg. anyway ytd was shopping with shihui and sheryl.
YUMM! although i didnt really buy anything haha.
whoops, tried to find a bear which ended up an elephant.
but still, gotta bear =) HEE.
hmmms, next, bus-ed home.

shall rush projects when ive relaxed myself.
weekend for me.
lols.
gonna be out in awhile, bathe and be out.
shit i forgot to eat my lunch, shall do that, bathe and be out.
HAH.

ciao all`

2006-07-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

eight years tomorrow.
how fast time flies, aint it?

how much different would it be with her around.

its something i never get to imagine.

i miss her.

2006-07-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

lalas.
i dunno why my eyelids are heavy today you know?
really dun understand. haha. ohwells.
gotta get down to projects again soon.
MAJOR major submissions next friday. -_-
haha, hope we'll get through it! =)

lalas. on the other hand,
today was pretty alright.
it was good actually, other than the fact that accounts paper was BAD.
really really bad for me. its a miracle if i pass.
seriously.
met the Boy early today, and he skipped everything.
pouts. i stil didnt know.
anyway we headed for lunch at koufu.
and ive got ten tangyuan from the lovelies!
ten lil bundles of tlc. lalas.

okay.. finally JUST submitted the apel reflection.
hope it aint too late still, mrtan said to submit last wed. ohno. =/

alrights, gonna run! =)

2006-07-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

oh YAY. just got home, from the island resort! lols.

haha, finally one minor thing down.
but there's still the final report and master plan! ohno.

and there's mktg, (kinda like the ENTIRE thing still) sad.
and AR, totally the ENTIRE thing.

sighs.

im still quite happy with the outcome of crs.
also its quite -_-
okay, only some people will understand that face.
you know, the grade for crs is soooo hard-earned.
sighs.
i cant even know what to expect.
its not the best out of everyone of us.
its quite sad you know?

hmmm see how that goes tmrw.
cant expect much, cant want much outta the project.
but stil, the best outta me.
i hope they understand.

iwantmyBoy.yumm.

2006-07-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

hello again world.
i didnt even realise its been a week since i blogged.
haha. see what busy-ness does to you. =)
lol.

anyways, past week been just projects projects projects.
and its a roller coaster ride, y'know?
but honestly,
i dun wanna sound like this is really bad, or whichever.
but seriously, htm is a path chose.
together, whether or not the workload it high (too high)
and whether or not the stress gets to us.
its something chosen, something to keep to.
something faced, something that is reality.
something that can be said, but something not to be complained.
its something chosen.
however much thats gonna be ranted.
theres no turning back, theres no other way.
theres one only possible way.
do it to the best of each ability, however possible.
the assignments are vast repetitions in some way,
and they give the exposure we can get.
its something, perhaps not everyone gets to experience.
its something, that htm will get to have.

despite the politics, despite the different characters and personalities.
it is best to see everyone as something unique.
it is best to trust everyone to give their all.
other than that, any much more cant be done.

its all up to us and ourselves.

the course is something i chose, its something i want.
its something that will stir my interest.
its something that i will say, and will tell myself not to complain.
its what i want.
and i know it.

besides the work part,
haha ytd was a fabulous evening wit theBoy.
had yummy laksa before catching waiting at cine.
and then dinnered at the steps of taka. haha.
walked around and ended up sitting at some bench along the stretch of orchard.
haha.
simple simple day.
loved it.
you're my wonderwall*//

peace =)
-Candice <3

2006-07-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

havent blogged since school start.

well, it has consumed me. and my sleep.
haha, been sleeping like in the am everyday.
and waking up several hours later.
just this morning, i woke at TEN.
for goodness knows what. ate and slept. again.
i have not one bit re-slept the hours lost.
lol.
monday, lecture.
tuesday,tutorial lecture.ACCOUNTS =(
wednesday,tutorial lecture.study for test.AR=(
thursday,test tutorial lecture,formal wear.
friday,culinary at 8 in the morning. reached at 7.
shihui tong-bang-ed me to TAS. haha and we reached at seven.
the cabbie couldnt follow our directions. UGH.
anyway, sheryl shihui huiying and i had 4.5 BACKBREAKING BLOODY hours of chopping vegetables. seriously, backbreaking.
and we all cut our fingers, shihui's suffered the blood donation though.
ohwells. the three of us has never, NEVER, had a hand at cooking AT ALL!
what culinary science.
despite all that, kitchen session ended at 1230.
lunched at petite wit sheryl, didnt eat serene's fried rice. haha.
left school at 1.40 and came home.
bathed changed and back to TAS.
so sad right.
haha. no choice i wore safety boots to sch, how to interview like that.
met shihui at habourfront, and in the end late for de-brief.
anyway, went for the imf interview, not too bad.
but there're some negative parts of it.
"chap, put you back at joaquim okay??" omg.
and i saw his picture on the suntec advertisement!!
did you see did you see?
i only blurted an "oh my god" when i saw it.
haha.
interviewed till like 730.
staff welfare. shall find out what it means really, haha.
dinner-ed wit the Boy after.
MOS finally. and somewhere and came home.
SLEPT.haha.

sunday will be THE sleep day, actually no.
i've so much damn corrections to do for crs. =(
school didnt get me.
the projects consumed me.
wheeee.
other than that,
im lovin' it!

really! so contradicting.
but i love my school.
i love my course.

and i need a job. bad.

loves, CANDICE <3

2006-06-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

=)

happy day friday, happy day saturday.
and my aunts are here, and my uncle.
and my cousin-in-law, and my nephew!
he's so big already! he keeps jumping and wanting to EAT!
haha. cute.

Everytime We Touch - Cascada
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cos everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Cant you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cos everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Cant you hear my heart beat so.
I cant let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cos everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Cant you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cos everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Cant you hear my heart beat so.
I cant let you go.
Want you in my life.

Cos everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Cant you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

2006-06-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

i know the answer!
to a rugby question!

its a TOUCHDOWN!
6points to home! =)

2006-06-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

yawns.
stay home thursday today.
project meeting another day..
lalas. so SLACK. damn.
later stil gotta project.&servicereflection. =(

but, boy msged this morning!

haha i wonder which flight he hopped on.

lalas. =)

boring day.
towers accompany meeeeeeeee. whee`

bye!

2006-06-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

let me be.
and be annoying. hahahha.
im a lil cranky today. dunno why?

hmmms. and my sweetest boy msged me again today! =)=)
-beams- hahahahah!
i wanna hear his voice!

okay anyway busied myself today,
spend $$ day.
but nonetheless it was a good day.

its a great day after all!
=)
shall i do projects now?
im a lil puzzled wit sth.
maybe i should go figure it out first.
and im thinking and pondering.
of a person who can help me the most.
can you?
volunteer! =)

love, candice <3

2006-06-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

away from project work again. =)

let me be and let me say its just two days? haha.

lalas. its the 21st too!

i hope my pretty boy enjoys this day when he wakes up tmrw (since its stil 15hours away)
and we'll both have a splendid day, a fabulous 21st. =)

yay! haha wheee`

loveyou angel! (for now, far away in the west) =)

takecares!

2006-06-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

just taking a break from projects.
been typing and typing.
so much to do for agendas and minutes of meeting.
so much to type the recipes for culi for the group.
so much to collate for club.
so much undone.
so much of words to put together for bese.
so much to do.
so much to think of.
but all i think of is you. hmmms.

its another 4days.

i need to make myelf more useful and do more for the projects.
damn.
past few days were alright, i guess? =/
fri was out, wit pals from 07.
sat was slack-away, town wit my mom for abit.
sun was large family day, visited a granduncle whod suffered a stroke.
mon was johor was lunch and back.
boring hor? i dunno.

VIVIAN ARE YOU BACK? =/

dunno what doing tmrw. =(
bbq-ing on wed, right affair? =)
maybe project on thurs.
can we have a day out on fri? please?

this is like a random random random post.

whoops.

oh found out some interesting facts about some people today.
the world is so small.
everyone knows everyone.
everyone sees everyone.
and life is fun, AYE? haha.
so fun! and interesting! =) -winks-

and im bored.
uber bored. look at the friggin time man.
i havent been able to sleep till its past 230am.
why ah?
DAMN.

projects projects projects.
back to them for now.

and however busy i get, and try to get myself to be.
you're always on my mind.
i miss you, so so much.
a week, 7 days, seem like 7years. =/

2006-06-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

im here, so far from the gracious beautiful sunset of the west.

i wonder what the weather's like.

i wonder how it feels.

tell it to me dear,

in my dreams it fills.

2006-06-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

yearning for the hand that secured me
yearning to hear the voice that assures
yearning for all to catch a glimpse
yearning to hear from you

imissyouimissyouimissyou!

BUT. my sweetest thing msged me yesterday! a day ago!
hahah that pretty pretty text. =)

imissyouimissyouimissyou.

there's another one week, seven days, hundred and sixty eight hours, ten thousand eighty minutes.
to next friday.
on the other hand, five days passed. =/
pretty boring.

imissyouimissyouimissyou.

come back quickkkk. =)

2006-06-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

No matter where I go
This is the only show
I'd like to be a part
Come on and take my heart
No matter where you are
Baby I can't be far
Cause I'll be with you all the time

This feelin' deep inside
When you're right by my side
I'll always be with you
Believe me this is true
Whenever we apart
You're deep with in my heart
Cause you'll be with me all the time

Thinkin' of you

-ATC

:)

2006-06-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

its the wee hours of the morning.

footsteps away hours ago.

echoes fading into yesterday.

life carries on day after day.

the sun sets and the sun will rise.

and before long.

i see the familiar shadow again.

each step closer to me.

the warmth and love and happiness.

to come back to my open arms.

missed and loved.

2006-06-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

boo!

its more than a week since my previous post already.. heee.
many things happened throughout the past week.
as long as its in my mind,
perhaps i dont need to get it typed out here.
its just for me and you to know.

hmmm.
today was a pretty short day.
met my boy on a cold cold rainy saturday.
just to slack. and i finally got my dinner.
HUMPH. and i hope that breakfast could be possible.
just really really pray and hope.
hmmm a short sunset throughout dinner..
then esplanade. and cabbed home.

someone's off to la in two days.
i hope there's enough things to keep me occupied.
cos someone's alr preoccupied my mind.

lalas.

off now.
ciao.

2006-06-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

candice is bored.

hahah am in the library and just got an hour's sleep.
hahah at the last table wit the comfy chair.
yawns. =)
gotta submit BOE online. wheeee.
culi in the morning was kinda fun.
i think. sheryl shihui and i formed the stewarding crew!

thank god our shift ends when the second batch came.
imagine the plates and bowls and cutlery during operation hours!
haha.

hmmm. waiting for my dear boy.
and see what happens later.
im more looking forward to tomorrow too. =)

ciao`!

2006-06-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

hello!

its the 18th. =)

tell me how many times you see candice cry or tear from being overly touched, moved and deeply totally happy.

never right?

well, only one knows. =)

its a simple great day.

i love my boy. alot.

you dun have to believe me.

but we know. =) -winks-

loves angel =)

oooh i made three wishes! wheee.

2006-05-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

wheee.!

hmmm its not exactly a happy happy day.
i dunno whats on wit my boy.
but i hope the pretty thang's fine.
pouts.

hmmm. i loved saturday truckloads.
i want to tell everyone it was one of my best days.
it was a long long day. wit the precious.
thats that. =)

sunday was mom's birthday.
spent the day at home.
completed my marketing.
and steamboat dinner-ed. yumm. =)
we could go there some day to try know? hee.

and today. was school day monday blues.
haha. ate at petite cafe.
its in operation.
ate and ate.
and ate.
home-d.

and conked on my bed before dinner.

gonna have to study for crsB test.
and complete my acc tut.
major SIGHHS. haha.
but thats that right?

miss my boy. loves.

2006-05-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

wheee!
its a happy happy day!
no school. just staying in, with my boy.
bought us lunch and headed home.
what a day =)

he left in the evening.
and i slept for two hours. haha.
SNORTS-

dinner-ed and tv before i came online.
caught changjin.

shall just finish blogging and go snore.
cds briefing tmrw. haha. =)
hope jeanettia and my plan gets through. haha.
=) please please pray for us.

lalas.
its a pretty simple simple day.
and i loved it. loads.
let there be many rainbow days.

when i woke up from my nap, i asked myself.
was it a fairytale dream. i really did.
but then, reality checks in. its such bliss. =)
love my boy.

and i promise i'l respect whatever your decision is regarding imf.
i promise.
and i do trust you.
but sometimes, i just need to hear it from you too.
will it do? love you.
let the sugar and spice (and cheese) work us. =)
you just go think see what you wanna do yeah?
i'l take it. promise!
but must let me be sad over it stil. WHAHA. at least i get cds. =)=)!

bed time! =)
candice is happygirl@hotmail.com

2006-05-23T09:27:00.000+08:00

hello world!
haha cliche-d opening. whoops. =)
decided to blog for the fun of it since im in the library now.
and im quite bored. haha.
boy's having project meeting.
and i just realised that ive a pile of work actually resting on my shoulders.
the work i havent been doing. =/
whoops.
theres sooo many projects and individual assignments on hand.
work work work.
hahah go home sleep watch tv eat and snore.
whoops.
BUT, i did my accounts tutorial last night k!
=P

signed up for the IMF thing ytd during lecture..
and got global citizenship briefing at tp this sat.
haha. busy busy la. =)

gtg. soo much work for completion.
most of it zero percent done. =)

bye!

2006-05-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

maybe cos i take things seriously.
because i am serious. about you.
and it matters. you matter.
i dun like it that we can have suchha great day out.
but deep within, there's sth bothering you.
and at the end of the day, you try to put it away just knowing you had a good day.
i want you to be happy. genuine.
i want you to tell me and share with me.
not keep it and than blog sth so unpleasant out.
it hurts me to somehow feel that i cant be the one there for you.
or cant listen to you.
when obviously im 24/7 available.
i dunno.
maybe its just me?
but i just want to know.
i hope you can understand that.

and we're nine today.

2006-05-18T17:34:00.000+08:00

wheee.
candice is here!
hahah havent blogged in days.
too busy, too lazy, too lil time. haha.

am in the library half stoning half doing SOME work la.
and im updating this. hahas.
waiting for my boy to finish up on his project meeting.
but i wonder how long it'l take though.

not gonna do much work tonight alr i guess.
gonna sleep early, and have culi tomorrow.
and then off shopping wit the boy and girls perhaps?

finally FRIDAY is HERE! =)
yay yay yay.
my long-awaited.

a bit caught up wit some work recently, so much papers so lil time.
sighs. maybe thats why i fell sick. pouts.

anyways. shall be off soon to check on him maybe?
or maybe later, when the library closes or sth. wheee.

candice is a sick AND happy girl!

cos my boy loves me.

he brought my yummy fish porridge dinner last night.
he's so nice, BUT he doesnt wanna eat rice i fry. HaHa. lalas.
tell me you eat it la... please? whahahaha. =)
i promise it'll be yummy.
or how about the chicken rice i'l be cooking tmrw? must try okay! =)

wheeeee.

2006-05-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

hello world.
im so bored and malty is entertaining me bside me.
its a boring and HOT afternoon.
and i wanna go home and sleep.
and i want to eat chicken rice at seah im after class.
and i want to do something now cos im so uber bored.

please help me. pretty please with icing on the top. =)

AIYAH.

im just pretty bored la.
and since joyce just said i havent updated for a long time.
i shall do just that, and prove her wrong =)
SMILES!
past few days are pretty much the same routine thing.
going to schh and coming back.
an hours' of tv and going to sleep. YAWNS.
talk about sleeping. my aircon AINT working. bad. =(
but saturday was a pretty day! wit icing on the top.
okay enough of cupcakes and sugar icing.
but well we headed to cine for EIGHT BELOW!
like finally, after weeks of full house-s.
after that, was dinner.
a budget one a ljs.
i want steamboat soooon!
simple dinner before finally MERLION PARK!
=)
its a prettty place with pretty buildings.
beside the fullerton, that serves pretty chocolate buffet.
okay you get the point. =)
i enjoyed my saturday.
other than the fact that i became a total idiot at the end of the day.

im so sorry dear. =)

sunday i stayed home and SLACK-ed.
and got into my new found hobby that is a make-belief.
or so they think. =)

and then my aircon went nuts last night.
and i snuggled into bed so long later.

gotta run. LECTURE. =)

2006-05-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

hello world!
haha i havent posted in a long time!
but anyways, its the first time im updating at tas.
since im bored and im waiting for my boy to end off his tutorials.
haha.

schh is dreadful! not gonna say much more than just that.

and todays lunch is so economical and so good! wheee.

hes here,. bye!

2006-04-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

lovelies.

love my darling. =)

that's all for today.

2006-04-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

yawns.
im so bored.
this is gonna be a really really random post,
so unless youre really random as well, and have nothing to do,
i recommend you click sth else now and not go through the torture of reading this. =)

you know you know. i woke up uber early today.
nope my phone didnt ring.
nope it wasnt a phonecall. neither was it the doorbell.
no one woke me up.
but i found myself awake and on my bed at 0930 this morning.
surprised? lols.

anyways.
timetable's out yesterday.
well, another huge opportunity for me to be social and make new friends aye?
=) wonder how the semester's gonna be like.
i mean, its sentosa after all.
and the timetable's this way.
and culinary science takes up 8am to 6pm.
do you wonder if we actually get to eat in class? lols.
i mean, we dun have a break right?
or so it seems in the timetable.

im waiting for my boy to come over. dunno if he's awake yet though.
i shall go bathe.

hmmm. i havent figured out how long i'l take to get to sentosa.
ohwells. before i get curses and swears from everyone else,
i shall stop complaining about the journey to sentosa. =)
worked again last night.
nothing much i guess. oh yeah, i saw my cousin there.
who happened to be the one who wanted too many tables for the three of them. =/
hahahahahahha. it was quite hilarious.
i didnt know!

this is a very random post you see. im bored.

and its april21st. =)
its 8months old. lovelies.

2006-04-19T14:16:00.000+08:00

my goodness. shihui's on her 200th post.
and this is currently only my 221st post, since this blog started in 2004, i think.
lets not consider the 200 odd entries from my other blog and the other few in my easyjournal.
damn.

anyway i came online just to blog a lil something.
it was kinda like a lesson learnt to me, from the optimists' point of view.
it was taught to me by someone i'd have hardly thought of,
by someone at my workplace.

i was doing the usuals, while working one cold cold rainy day.
and he started singing, just like everyone else sings there.
i made a comment about one of the lines he sang.
and he told me, xia yu bu yao pa, ying wei yu guo tian qing.
if you dun get it, it means dun be afraid when it rains, cos there's sunshine after the rain.
and for the past week or two, its been something that my mind kept repeating.

it was something short and simple,
yet beneath lay a thousand hidden meanings.
it was something so clear and pure,
yet under the surface it taught me so much.

so i told myself, when i was down and tears filled me.
"dun worry candice, " and i looked into the slowly darkening sky.
"there's sunshine after the rain," and i saw the sky accompanying me.
with another fearful thought running through my mind, the sky darkened wit another passing cloud.
another repetition and i looked toward the person who stood beside me.
it was that aggravation yet it was that comfort.
glancing to the sky once more, i said , endure the troubles and pains in the rain, for when its over, the efforts are paid off, the smiles appear.
just like lil children wait for the rain to go away, to go out and play.
it makes all the hard work pay off.

hours later, the person who spoke ten words to me, came to mind.
and then, i felt the sudden wave,
of rain going by, and the sun taking its place,
high up in the blue, showering its warmth and comfort.

alas, smiles to all.

2006-04-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

boo.

everyday's so boring! rar rar.

anyways good friday was alright.
i was so overjoyed i got that lil time wit m boy at dhoby ghaut.

ohwells.
and im bored again.

gtg.

btw, the pretty black top at f21 is gone.
got a toga in place of it. but i stil prefer that pretty black one.

nights.

2006-04-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

hello!

im soooo uber bored now.
have t self-entertain wit camera phones alr.
you see la.
rar rar. yawns

bored bored.

and i liketo type wit junie's laptop's keys.
its so fun to type wit.
had a filet breakfast meal this morning.
i almost couldnt wake myself up! whaha.
and then we ordered a 20 piece nugget.
but well, theres stil 7 remaining cos we got too full.
YES, too FULL.

and i think my boy's stil sleeping.
i hope he goes home early later and rests early.
since there's work in the morning tmrw. ohwells.

where're you?

and last night i was reading my handbook from a couple years ago.
i took three months to forget some things.
yet sometimes i wish they never were that way.
how sad aint it.
sometimes i wonder to myself what things would be like.
ohwells.

realitycheck.=)

loves!

2006-04-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

hello world!

haha. new template again. comment k!
ohyeah and a new tagboard. using cbox instead. so tag me! haha.
hahah shihui! i didnt use the pretty simple white one in the end.
whoops dun be disappointed! cos this one i can point in orange font!
haha.

and im honestly so broke. =)
my account has as good as no bling in it.
surprised? whee.
i wanna save 38bucks and get the pretty black top from forever21!
i love it alr. 38bucks.
i like it alot.
ohwells.

lalas. my tum tum hurts. =(
pouts.

working again tmrw night.
and full day this friday. its good friday. so GOOD. whaha.

i hope this template isnt scary. hee.

`ciao =)

2006-04-07T12:25:00.000+08:00

wheee.
haha okay im pretty bored now.
and i aint gonna edit my monday post.
want to know, than just ask me la. haha.

pictures on my boy's blog. go see k? lols.

anyways. worked ytd.
and i now have a huge pink spot on my right knee.
pouts. i fell after the entire day was over.
and we ended so late ytd too!
wells wells.

gonna meet junie after her classes.
and hopefully weiming too.. hmmms.
gonna be working tonight again.
i hope next week's schedule'd be nice and pretty too.
-prays hard- =)

i suddenly feel like eating prawns.
random but true okay.

and i feel like going to johor.
to eat and shop.
but i really feel like having wantan mee there.
YUMM. its so good and cheap!

gonna have chocolates later i think.
chocolate coated strawberries for us at esplanade. haha.

2006-04-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

hello world!

haha im home too! pretty fun trip.

okay but i just bathed, my hair is wet.
and im offline-ing.

i'l edit this post soon okay?

nights world. =)

2006-03-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

am online for a couple of minutes.
waiting for my hair t dry after my shower.

and was just reading sth off someone's blog.
i dunno who it is.
its been sth ive been pondering on for a couple of days. maybe a couple weeks.
it just keeps coming back into my mind.
they say life isnt always a bed of roses.
i beg to differ.

in my personal opinion,
i understand life is a bed of roses.
well, perhaps life isnt always so pretty and nice and beautiful.
but did anyone realise,
like roses, each individual life is so fragile and brittle.
it requires so much constant care and attention.
that when it doesnt, it is neglected.
and its quality fades.

did anyone realise,
like roses, each life has its own obstacles and barriers and pains.
beneath the beauty and perfection of each rose lay the pains that had to be gone through.
under the surface of such brilliance, so much hard work and effort has been put in.
its the sacrifices and sincerity that remains unseen.

after all, i see, life is a bed of roses.

its not about what it looks like.
its about what it is.

p.s., candice gonna be off another three days this fri. miss me okayokay? must remember know? joyce i'l catch your phrase this time okay? haha.

2006-03-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

helloooo! im homeeee!

hmmms. its so early, ive been waking up earlier than usual the past few days.
was back from KL on monday night.

well, my trip was the honest rest&relax kinda thing.
and considering the fact i was wit my parents.
it was even more rest&relax. haha.
where i went to..was bukit tinggi. if you dun know where it is,
its the mountain next to genting. haha.
the coach i took there was a 26 seater I THINK. when i came back its a 18 seater.
the seats are sooooo wide! its like a portable bed. haha.
so from friday to monday, there we were.
this resort, with 8 blocks, french theme-d.
i tell you, everyday i had pizza and pasta for dinner.
there wasnt a convenience store, nth to shop, but good scenery.
oh and it was COLD. lols. and the clouds were beside me.
and the 4 swans were my best friends for the few days.
everyday i went to visit them. haha. =)

lets see.. this is what the resort looks like. the mere 8blocks.
the first pictures the entrance and the seconds of the inside.

and tis just for you*//

ohyes and worked ytd. haha was a nutcase.
dunno why dun ask me why.

last friday off to KL wit towers.
this friday off to KL wit mango. =)

hahas.

gotta go pack for friday! cos shopping plus work tmrw! =)
and gonna tampines later! haha.

i think i need to find a money changer. hmmms. should i? should i not? sighs.

2006-03-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

yawns.

so bored.

gonna work later.

and then rush home, shower and snore.

waking up at 5am tmrw. off to m'sia.

sighs.

'll be back on monday night then.

people, miss me okay?

outing soooooon! please msg me the details. =)

loves.

loveyou. =)

i'll so miss my phone midnight phonecalls and msn and blog hopping.

ohwells.

seeya! =)

2006-03-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

wheeeeee`
seven!

hahah and i just changed my template. comment okay?
and i just did up sheryl's template.
whoops aft so long. sorry! =/

hmmms. anyways woke up today.
lunched wit my dad at han's.
and i public-transported myself to serangoon.
hopped on a 22 and off to amk. haha.
met my boy on the bus.
wells, we wenta causeway point.
haha. dinner-ed at swenson's! YUMM.
no crumble. but i loved it.
and caught 1810's yours;mine and ours.
its a good show!
catch it people! =)
whee. nice day today. lovelies. =)

`i love you. *//

2006-03-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

hello world.

past two days were pretty! =) beach for thursday. and meetup plus work for fri.
met shihui joyce kk jimson jaren weiming. and we caught big momma's house 2. haha the show's so lame. than slacked at starbucks. and charmaine and charlene came. before we left to work.
haha i sound like suchha cow now.
work again later. two days next week too. monday and thursday. hmmms. cancelled tues. =)
loves.

and i realised how much i reminisce whenever i pass by simple places like delifrance.
haha laugh at me if it means nothing to you.
ohwells i miss.
and i realise how much im gonna pass by delifrance branches when schh starts at sentosa in april.
well, delifrance's at the visitor arrival. haha. how interesting.
ohwells. perhaps i'l drop by every other day and treat myself to a chocolate eclaire.
and relive such joyful moments.
as sunday approach.
occasionally i think back to what sundays used to be.
so cheery and happy.
yet now, a quiet.
so much for those times.
its time we moved on, aye?

2006-03-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

LISTEN TO ROBIN ON MY PHONE.
AWWW... SO ADORABLE. pouts.

clarke quay wit junie.
then met weiming at suntec.
but he had to leave fast.
so i headed to shenton way.
and kinda came home after that.

and here's my handwriting analysis! so interesting!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Candice has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Candice fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Candice has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Candice seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Candice seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Candice on a team, because Candice will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Candice if she is not careful.

Candice is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Candice is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Candice's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Candice that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Candice also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Candice is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Candice's self-concept is artificially low. Candice will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Candice to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Candice is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Candice is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Candice learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget. Candice is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Candice will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Candice uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Candice does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Candice will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Candice is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Candice doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

2006-03-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

hello again world.
its a tiring day.
worked today. alone. wit the world spinning around me.
lols.
ate a lil.
by 4pm everywhere in me was aching.
so i sat around. and reached home at 5plus.
so boring. =(
but weiming popped by for a couple of mins. beams- =D
okay.
but i really needa conk soon. cannot take it... haha.
hit me.

2006-03-13T13:53:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO MAKE THIS KNOWN.
IM DEPRESSED.
THE ROBIN I FOUND THAT IM LOVING SO MUCH DROPPED DEAD.
IM UBER SAD NOW.
SOMEONE DO SOMETHING.
FREAK.
ITS DEAD.
ALL I HAVE IS A PHOTO OF IT.
NOW ITS LYING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CAGE.
AND ITS NOT RESPONDING TO MY CALLS.
MY BROTHER IS UBER SAD TOO.
MOURN IT.

2006-03-13T13:00:00.000+08:00

hello world.[dun read this post at all, cos its pretty plain]

i came online today. and felt like doing some typing.
so blogging would be a pretty good idea.
now that im alr here, its pretty boring.
cos ive nth to blog about.

well, got my exam results last week while i was out.
received it via the sms service thing.
well, i was quite satisfied with it.
but ohmygoodness, having heard about jaren valerie and malty. haha.
you get the drift.

i loved last fri and sat alot alot.
and yeah alrights.
i start to realise what my mistake has been all the while.
and i'l cut it out.
i promise.
give me time.

oh god, give me the strength on a two way street.
teach me what i havent learnt.
because i love so much.
i do.
i love you. with all my heart and soul.

2006-03-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

my blog's been abandoned for a week plus.
nth t blog about.
so jaren, i got no story to tell.
everyday i stone at home. wait till night sets in, and sleep.
for a week i cld only stand by watch and hide in bed.

`a dream that you made reality*//

2006-02-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my dearest boy. =) happy nineteenth darl. i love you. met him early in the morning. how sweet. =) i love. it was a short and very very memorable lovely time. i hope it was a special birthday for you. and i hope you like what i got. loves! =)

=D